Today, I went to school.
Today, Riduan wasn't in good mood again.
Today, I forgot to bring thermometer despite Riduan reminding me.
Today, I had to queue for so long and pay 50c for having my temperature taken -_-
Today, english lesson was so boring and made me sleepy like heck.
Today, Mrs Lee let us have a 5-minute break before she started teaching.
Today, the whole class slept for 5 minutes and got punished for not waking up.
Today, she was the second teacher to leave our class.
Today, Ms Lee didn't come and I got another day to complete my decision making.
Today, I had fun during mother tongue lesson.
Today, I hugged Huda.
Today, I had training and I played well today which I like.
Today, I did my decision making but stuck on second recipe.
Tomorrow, I will be spending time with Riduan after school.
Everyday, I love Riduan.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 /
Tuesday, June 29, 2010 /
Today, I went to school despite coughing like heck in the morning.
Today, I took medicine before I went to school = sleepy.
Today, I got mad at some people because they were !@#$%
Today, I got a lollipop for being the first to complete a quiz & all correct.
Today, I had fun during history lesson as we talked about ghost stories.
Today, I stood in the middle of nowhere alone in school because I had no friend.
Today, Riduan wasn't in good mood either.
Today, I couldn't spend time with Riduan.
Today, I'm sad that I couldn't spend time with him.
Today, I took a nap for 3 hours because I was damn tired.
Today, I finally understood how to do fnn decision making but not completed.
Today, sucked.
But today, I still love Riduan.
Tomorrow, I have school again.
Tomorrow, I have 4 periods of fnn lesson & decision making not completed.
Tomorrow, I have training after school.
Tomorrow, I can't spend time with Riduan again.
Tomorrow, I'll be sad.
Tomorrow, I wanna train seriously because I need to lose weight.
Tomorrow, I have ngaji after training.
Tomorrow, I will be more tired than today.
Tomorrow, will suck more than today.
But tomorrow, I'll still love Riduan.
Okay byebye.
Today, I took medicine before I went to school = sleepy.
Today, I got mad at some people because they were !@#$%
Today, I got a lollipop for being the first to complete a quiz & all correct.
Today, I had fun during history lesson as we talked about ghost stories.
Today, I stood in the middle of nowhere alone in school because I had no friend.
Today, Riduan wasn't in good mood either.
Today, I couldn't spend time with Riduan.
Today, I'm sad that I couldn't spend time with him.
Today, I took a nap for 3 hours because I was damn tired.
Today, I finally understood how to do fnn decision making but not completed.
Today, sucked.
But today, I still love Riduan.
Tomorrow, I have school again.
Tomorrow, I have 4 periods of fnn lesson & decision making not completed.
Tomorrow, I have training after school.
Tomorrow, I can't spend time with Riduan again.
Tomorrow, I'll be sad.
Tomorrow, I wanna train seriously because I need to lose weight.
Tomorrow, I have ngaji after training.
Tomorrow, I will be more tired than today.
Tomorrow, will suck more than today.
But tomorrow, I'll still love Riduan.
Okay byebye.
Monday, June 28, 2010 /
Don't you love me? :(
/
You’re not allowed to lie, OK?
I promise I'll TRY.
Did anyone hurt you in the past couple days?
Sadly, yes.
Who was the last girl that called you?
Shahirah.
Does she mean anything to you?
Of course, she's my gossip girl :B
Have you had sex today?
Hahahahahahahhaa no.
Do you still care about your last ex?
No.
Look in your call log, who was your last phone call from?
I'm lazy to check lah alamak.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Can't be bothered to think now hehe.
Does anything on your body hurt right now?
Not really.
Do you believe love can last forever?
True love, yes.
Has anyone had there hand in your pants today?
Hahahahhahaa no.
What should you be doing right now?
Nothing.
What’s bothering you?
Riduan's prepaid low and I can't message him. :(
Do you own more then one bathing suit?
Er no I don't even have one.
Do you have siblings?
Yes.
Last person you talked to in person?
Mum I think.
Do you think someone’s thinking about you?
Riduan, are you?
What made you the happiest today?
There's school today, I'm not happy. :(
Are you happy with how life is going for you?
Not really but bersyukur sahaja laaaaaah.
Is there anyone in particular that you’re missing right now?
Riduan and my friends. :(
In the last 6 months can you say you truly cared about someone?
Of course.
Are you happier now than you were five months ago?
It's the same. :) I think.
Name of your favorite color?
Green.
When’s the last time you were outside in the rain?
A few days ago.
Do you have feelings for someone?
Yes of course.
What is your hair looking like right now?
Boring.
Have you ever been to a Britney Spears concert?
Never.
Did you sleep alone last night?
Ya.
Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
Tomorrow school ends at 1.10. Hopefully yes.
Are you dating the last person you kissed?
Of course LOL.
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Nope. In the process of taking it out.
Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
No O_O
What’s on your bed right now?
No idea. Pillows and school bag?
Are you looking forward to something as of right now?
To meet Riduan at night but don't know confirm or not. :(
Ever been called babe/baby?
Yeah.
Say you were given an alcohol test right now, would you pass?
Won't even take.
Have you ever kissed the last person you talked to on the phone?
No O_O
Today did you see ‘that someone’ that makes you happy?
Yes I did. :)
Who do you hug everyday?
Riduan, every time we meet. And bantal wangi everday.
Do you like tight or loose clothes better?
Loose.
What clothing style do you like on the opposite sex?
Tutup aurat :P How do you spell that!
Are you on a laptop?
No do not have one thank you.
Do you text more girls, or guys?
A guy.
Would you consider yourself good looking?
Cute maybe :P
Who is your best guy friend?
Riduan.
Who is your last text from?
Riduan then his prepaid went low. :(
Favourite clothing store?
Don't shop much.
What colour is your hair?
Black I guess.
Why aren’t you dating the person you like?
Because he's studying with his friends. :(
If you could visit anywhere, where would you go and why?
I feel like going Sakura again. Not just visit, is eat food :P
What’s your favourite band?
No have.
Do you have a formspring?
No. I don't want be a poser hahahahaha.
What would you say is your best feature?
How abouttttttttttt, nothing.
Favorite movie?
So far Karate Kid. Hehehe.
How much £££ do you have?
Not sure.
Are you a vegetarian?
No haha.
Favourite place to be?
No idea.
Do you get good grades?
Sometimes.
Playing the field, or serious relationship?
Serious relationship.
Do you like flirting?
Lol c'mon I hate people who flirt.
What do you hear right now?
Tv O_O
Favourite sport to watch?
Don't watch, only play.
Do you ever read the ingredients on food labels?
Yes sometimes.
Do you like Paramore?
Lol some of the songs.
How about Twilight?
Never heard of.
Justin Bieber?
No.
Are you manipulative?
WHAT THAT!
Sexiest thing on the opposite sex?
LOl I have no idea.
Meanest thing someone’s ever done to you?
Forgot.
Would you rather have one best friend or surrounded by acquaintances?
Best friend.
What kind of phone do you have?
SE.
What kind of phone do you want?
Not interested in changing.
When’s your birthday?
310595.
Do you like Classic Rock?
No I don't know. I know nothing about music!
Rap?
No.
Are you gay?
Hahahaha you are funny.
Some random person comes up and tells you you’re sexy, you say?
You're the weirdest person I've met.
Favorite candy?
Chocolate can?
Hot face or hot body?
None.
Ever been hit on by someone older?
LOl no?
What state were you born in?
Singapore.
Long or short hair?
Average. I want longer. :(
Okay hello I'm bored like heck now. Today, we had school. Timetable's weird like heck. Monday 1040 recess. Tuesday Wednesday Thursday 1010 recess. Friday 9.40 recess. What's wrong man -_- Monday got like chem physics emaths amaths mothertongue history -_- I hate Mondays omagod.
Anyway today after school, went daiso to buy screen protector then ate. Then went home while he went to study with his friends. :( I'm so bored now. That explains why I did the survey. Boreeeeeeeeed like heck. Byebye. I love you Riduan. Top up your prepaid please. :(
I promise I'll TRY.
Did anyone hurt you in the past couple days?
Sadly, yes.
Who was the last girl that called you?
Shahirah.
Does she mean anything to you?
Of course, she's my gossip girl :B
Have you had sex today?
Hahahahahahahhaa no.
Do you still care about your last ex?
No.
Look in your call log, who was your last phone call from?
I'm lazy to check lah alamak.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Can't be bothered to think now hehe.
Does anything on your body hurt right now?
Not really.
Do you believe love can last forever?
True love, yes.
Has anyone had there hand in your pants today?
Hahahahhahaa no.
What should you be doing right now?
Nothing.
What’s bothering you?
Riduan's prepaid low and I can't message him. :(
Do you own more then one bathing suit?
Er no I don't even have one.
Do you have siblings?
Yes.
Last person you talked to in person?
Mum I think.
Do you think someone’s thinking about you?
Riduan, are you?
What made you the happiest today?
There's school today, I'm not happy. :(
Are you happy with how life is going for you?
Not really but bersyukur sahaja laaaaaah.
Is there anyone in particular that you’re missing right now?
Riduan and my friends. :(
In the last 6 months can you say you truly cared about someone?
Of course.
Are you happier now than you were five months ago?
It's the same. :) I think.
Name of your favorite color?
Green.
When’s the last time you were outside in the rain?
A few days ago.
Do you have feelings for someone?
Yes of course.
What is your hair looking like right now?
Boring.
Have you ever been to a Britney Spears concert?
Never.
Did you sleep alone last night?
Ya.
Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
Tomorrow school ends at 1.10. Hopefully yes.
Are you dating the last person you kissed?
Of course LOL.
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Nope. In the process of taking it out.
Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
No O_O
What’s on your bed right now?
No idea. Pillows and school bag?
Are you looking forward to something as of right now?
To meet Riduan at night but don't know confirm or not. :(
Ever been called babe/baby?
Yeah.
Say you were given an alcohol test right now, would you pass?
Won't even take.
Have you ever kissed the last person you talked to on the phone?
No O_O
Today did you see ‘that someone’ that makes you happy?
Yes I did. :)
Who do you hug everyday?
Riduan, every time we meet. And bantal wangi everday.
Do you like tight or loose clothes better?
Loose.
What clothing style do you like on the opposite sex?
Tutup aurat :P How do you spell that!
Are you on a laptop?
No do not have one thank you.
Do you text more girls, or guys?
A guy.
Would you consider yourself good looking?
Cute maybe :P
Who is your best guy friend?
Riduan.
Who is your last text from?
Riduan then his prepaid went low. :(
Favourite clothing store?
Don't shop much.
What colour is your hair?
Black I guess.
Why aren’t you dating the person you like?
Because he's studying with his friends. :(
If you could visit anywhere, where would you go and why?
I feel like going Sakura again. Not just visit, is eat food :P
What’s your favourite band?
No have.
Do you have a formspring?
No. I don't want be a poser hahahahaha.
What would you say is your best feature?
How abouttttttttttt, nothing.
Favorite movie?
So far Karate Kid. Hehehe.
How much £££ do you have?
Not sure.
Are you a vegetarian?
No haha.
Favourite place to be?
No idea.
Do you get good grades?
Sometimes.
Playing the field, or serious relationship?
Serious relationship.
Do you like flirting?
Lol c'mon I hate people who flirt.
What do you hear right now?
Tv O_O
Favourite sport to watch?
Don't watch, only play.
Do you ever read the ingredients on food labels?
Yes sometimes.
Do you like Paramore?
Lol some of the songs.
How about Twilight?
Never heard of.
Justin Bieber?
No.
Are you manipulative?
WHAT THAT!
Sexiest thing on the opposite sex?
LOl I have no idea.
Meanest thing someone’s ever done to you?
Forgot.
Would you rather have one best friend or surrounded by acquaintances?
Best friend.
What kind of phone do you have?
SE.
What kind of phone do you want?
Not interested in changing.
When’s your birthday?
310595.
Do you like Classic Rock?
No I don't know. I know nothing about music!
Rap?
No.
Are you gay?
Hahahaha you are funny.
Some random person comes up and tells you you’re sexy, you say?
You're the weirdest person I've met.
Favorite candy?
Chocolate can?
Hot face or hot body?
None.
Ever been hit on by someone older?
LOl no?
What state were you born in?
Singapore.
Long or short hair?
Average. I want longer. :(
Okay hello I'm bored like heck now. Today, we had school. Timetable's weird like heck. Monday 1040 recess. Tuesday Wednesday Thursday 1010 recess. Friday 9.40 recess. What's wrong man -_- Monday got like chem physics emaths amaths mothertongue history -_- I hate Mondays omagod.
Anyway today after school, went daiso to buy screen protector then ate. Then went home while he went to study with his friends. :( I'm so bored now. That explains why I did the survey. Boreeeeeeeeed like heck. Byebye. I love you Riduan. Top up your prepaid please. :(
Saturday, June 26, 2010 /
This picture is for the sister who tagged me, asking me to respect my mum. I wrote this on my diary on 3.6.10. I swear I didn't write that just to "show" you. Everytime something happens, I'll lock myself up in the room and write in my diary. Let me tell you. No matter what happens, I'll still love mum.Thank you Riduan for cheering me up when I cried. Sorry I made you worried. :( I love you dear.
Take note: I don't reply to nonsensical tags. :) Tag whatever you want. I don't care. It's my blog. :)
Riduan: Don't spam me, I'm scared. :( Thanks for keeping my tagboard alive though, hehe. I love you. :) :) :)
Shayshi: Haha, biase lah. Alien kan. Heee. I didn't know you know my blog :B I'm your spice! Hehe!
Friday, June 25, 2010 /
Don't have to read. I'm just venting my anger.
I'm not in good mood. Super not good. Sister got two camera. One is the small one, the other is the big one. Then I got none. I told her to give me the small one since she got the big one. Then she said she needs that when she's lazy to bring the big one. Then I what? I no need camera? Your thinking is super perpendicular. Mum once said that was for sharing. So I mentioned that. Then she said it was mum who told her not to give me. Why? Oh because she thinks I'll lose it or give it to my friends or whatever. Perpendicular la. C'mon lah am I that type of person? My friends got their own things, why would I lend or GIVE them? (Oh then what about sister? She lent her friend our disc or other things, then they never give back. Why never warn her? -_-) Yes I know I lost my phone before. But that was like when I was 9 or 10 right! You think I'm still that careless and stupid? Do you have to keep that impression about me even when it happened so many years back? Please la, I'm 15 already. I have a sense of responsibility. After that incident have I lost anything valuable? Wallet? Handphone? Keys? No right?! I'm super pissed laaaaa! Everything I do also she take it seriously. While sister, when she does something do wonderfully great, just a little nagging then nothing already. Ya ya she's the oldest right. The greatest. The one you trust. She got lighter in her bag also, "Tak bermakna dia rokok." Ya, wait till you see pictures. I'm the younger one. I'm still immatured. Everything I do also wrong. Clothings all also when sister say nice, then you agree. I say nice, you disagree. I do something great, you won't appreciate. When we're in good terms, you make me feel like I'm in heaven. Then when I'm not, it feels like shit. How I wish I can vulgar but I would rather not. Ya I'm enjoying my day. Super perpendicular. :) Going to enjoy more now. Bye.
Oh if you want to know what's perpendicular, draw it out. Yes, I used it when I was in primary school. So don't steal -_- Lol.
I'm not in good mood. Super not good. Sister got two camera. One is the small one, the other is the big one. Then I got none. I told her to give me the small one since she got the big one. Then she said she needs that when she's lazy to bring the big one. Then I what? I no need camera? Your thinking is super perpendicular. Mum once said that was for sharing. So I mentioned that. Then she said it was mum who told her not to give me. Why? Oh because she thinks I'll lose it or give it to my friends or whatever. Perpendicular la. C'mon lah am I that type of person? My friends got their own things, why would I lend or GIVE them? (Oh then what about sister? She lent her friend our disc or other things, then they never give back. Why never warn her? -_-) Yes I know I lost my phone before. But that was like when I was 9 or 10 right! You think I'm still that careless and stupid? Do you have to keep that impression about me even when it happened so many years back? Please la, I'm 15 already. I have a sense of responsibility. After that incident have I lost anything valuable? Wallet? Handphone? Keys? No right?! I'm super pissed laaaaa! Everything I do also she take it seriously. While sister, when she does something do wonderfully great, just a little nagging then nothing already. Ya ya she's the oldest right. The greatest. The one you trust. She got lighter in her bag also, "Tak bermakna dia rokok." Ya, wait till you see pictures. I'm the younger one. I'm still immatured. Everything I do also wrong. Clothings all also when sister say nice, then you agree. I say nice, you disagree. I do something great, you won't appreciate. When we're in good terms, you make me feel like I'm in heaven. Then when I'm not, it feels like shit. How I wish I can vulgar but I would rather not. Ya I'm enjoying my day. Super perpendicular. :) Going to enjoy more now. Bye.
Oh if you want to know what's perpendicular, draw it out. Yes, I used it when I was in primary school. So don't steal -_- Lol.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 /
Hello. It's 10am now. I just got home. I'm so tired. :( I'm still lazy to blog about the Kota Tinggi trip. Maybe I won't blog about it. Just view the photos at my facebook okay. I'm laaaaaaaaaaaazy :(Today I had training. Slept at 3+ and woke up at 7+ = tired. :( After training, went to Sunplaza with Shahirah. Talk + gossip. Planned to go home before 3 but just as we were about to leave, it rained so freaking heavily + lightning + thunder = cannot go home. Made us look so pathetic. :(
Tomorrow going Pulau Ubin to cycle with Riduan, his sister and boyfriend. Excited! But I still have no pair of shoes to wear. :( And I'm super tired now. Have to wake up at 8 or earlier. :( Saaaaaaad.
I'm so tired right now. I'm so bored right now. I don't know what to do right now. Riduan went skating, left me alone at home. :( Okay I'll go find something else to do. ILMRBJ. DSMAP, LIS.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 /
Hello. It's already 1.03am now. I'm on the bed going to sleep, but am waiting for Riduan's reply. I have no idea what he's doing. :( I'll blog about my kota tinggi trip if I'm not lazy okay. Okay he reply already. Want to go sleep now. Byebye! Love you Riduan.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 /
BLOGGER DON'T WANT TO UPLOAD MY PICTURES. NOT MY FAULT. :(
Hello. I've decided to unprivate my blog. Just feel like it. However, I'm not so active in blogger anymore. :) Last year I privated my blog because I needed privacy. But now there's nothing for me to hide. And I'm lazy to sign in everytime I want to read my own blog.
So, today, I went out with mum sister brother. For what? Shopping lah! Hahaaaaaaa I like! Went to Old Marsiling, bought my jeans and shirts for brothers. Then Causewaypoint -> Chua Chu Kang. Went to Cotton On. Sister and I bought lots of clothes. Hahahaha! Altogether cost nearly $100. Excluding brothers' shirts and my jeans. I love you mum, thank you very much! :)
Today, my sister and I were in/on (still don't know which is the right word) good terms. I like! It feels weird though. We always shout at each other, fighting and stuff. Long since we talked like today. I like. :) She even taught me how to do fishtail braids. Awwwwwww I like. How I wish this is forever. Even my brother who followed, Farhan, wasn't a naughty boy today. I love today. :) But I miss Riduan. :(
Tomorrow, going to accompany Riduan take his passport. Going to spend time with him before I go to Malaysia from Friday to Sunday. Sad :( :( :( :( Hopefully there's wifi there so that I still can communicate with him.
On the other hand, I really miss my friends. I want an outing, for real. Not just "Eh yok keluar same-same." I don't want words, I want actions! Hahahaha shut up Fatin. I saw Huda just now and god, if my family or her friends weren't there, I would have hugged her. Seriously. :(
Okay lah I don't want to blablablablablabla till tomorrow. Oh btw, I hesitated on putting the tagboard. Yes, I admit I'm scared of spammers. BIG TIME. I don't like :( So if there's only ONE hate spam, I'll remove my tagboard immediately. Plus I'm quite lazy to reply my tags. I have not replied my tags since 30th March, oh my goodness. Okay I'll reply before I end this post.
Hello. I've decided to unprivate my blog. Just feel like it. However, I'm not so active in blogger anymore. :) Last year I privated my blog because I needed privacy. But now there's nothing for me to hide. And I'm lazy to sign in everytime I want to read my own blog.
So, today, I went out with mum sister brother. For what? Shopping lah! Hahaaaaaaa I like! Went to Old Marsiling, bought my jeans and shirts for brothers. Then Causewaypoint -> Chua Chu Kang. Went to Cotton On. Sister and I bought lots of clothes. Hahahaha! Altogether cost nearly $100. Excluding brothers' shirts and my jeans. I love you mum, thank you very much! :)
Today, my sister and I were in/on (still don't know which is the right word) good terms. I like! It feels weird though. We always shout at each other, fighting and stuff. Long since we talked like today. I like. :) She even taught me how to do fishtail braids. Awwwwwww I like. How I wish this is forever. Even my brother who followed, Farhan, wasn't a naughty boy today. I love today. :) But I miss Riduan. :(
Tomorrow, going to accompany Riduan take his passport. Going to spend time with him before I go to Malaysia from Friday to Sunday. Sad :( :( :( :( Hopefully there's wifi there so that I still can communicate with him.
On the other hand, I really miss my friends. I want an outing, for real. Not just "Eh yok keluar same-same." I don't want words, I want actions! Hahahaha shut up Fatin. I saw Huda just now and god, if my family or her friends weren't there, I would have hugged her. Seriously. :(
Okay lah I don't want to blablablablablabla till tomorrow. Oh btw, I hesitated on putting the tagboard. Yes, I admit I'm scared of spammers. BIG TIME. I don't like :( So if there's only ONE hate spam, I'll remove my tagboard immediately. Plus I'm quite lazy to reply my tags. I have not replied my tags since 30th March, oh my goodness. Okay I'll reply before I end this post.
13 Jun 10, 18:34Okay, replied. End here. Byebye. Love you, Riduan. :)
rid.: malu you know :$
} Awak malu? Awak tau malu? :O Hehhee kidding I love you. :)
2 Jun 10, 23:33
; JuNNN./ ♥: mummy ! tagg tagg . :D takecare alrights ? ♥
} Thanks you. Yes, you too dear. :)
2 Jun 10, 10:06
amalinaaa: relink aites?(:
1 Jun 10, 10:23
amalinaaa: hehe.told ya you're gonna have fun(: once again,sorry tk dpt celebrate samesame;D
} It's okay dear. :) Relinked. Hee.
14 May 10, 18:45
Hudaaa: Honeyyyyyyy! Heheh. :DD
} Yeah hello babi! :D Heheheeeeee.
27 Apr 10, 22:59
Mia: Hey babe ! Me miss you :>
} Saw you during training :P
17 Apr 10, 14:38
FARHANA: HI FATINCUTE :D
} HALO I know I am cute :P
12 Apr 10, 17:50
Mia: *past. aku rase sunyi y'knw. i dont know why. hais. sorry uh. hope krg phm2 kn je.
12 Apr 10, 17:50
Mia: kay, i dont like this feeling, i dont this to go on. anywy, i wish it was like the pass.
12 Apr 10, 17:46
Mia: if i got hurt you or shahirah ..
12 Apr 10, 17:46
Mia: i told her tht, i fought with you guys tht time.. and i didn't tell the actual story. kk, im sorry.
12 Apr 10, 17:45
Mia: i didn't tell her untrue stories. really >]. i just tell her, i'm not close wit you guys alr.
12 Apr 10, 17:45
Mia: Oh, i know. If i come training, i won't talk sngt with you guys right? Anndd.
} Replied you regarding this already. :)
11 Apr 10, 22:41
Farhana: Ehhhh. My blog song nice tau. Lol. Random (: Tagggggggged Fatin <3
} Your blog song? Hehehhee. Let me guess. Korean? :P Thanks dear. :)
8 Apr 10, 22:55
Farhana: Hiiiiiii. I forgot what I wanted to tag about lol.
} YOU ARE AN OLD AUNTY. :) Hahahaha!
31 Mar 10, 22:23
JOVY: hehe i don't have one. lol. lazy put in luh. so, how's life? :D
} Haha, life's great. :) Yours?
30 Mar 10, 23:30
"Mak Kau": Hahaha, aww you miss me! Imyt. ):
} Hahaha eh when meet! Kate je nak jumpe. :(
Tuesday, June 8, 2010 /
Now, I'm going to tell you why I love Riduan.
It's a very long post, not paragraphed.
Readers (as if there's any), you don't have to read.
This post is shiok sendiri and maybe shiok Riduan.
Riduan, I love you very much because you're my first boyfriend who treated me how a girlfriend should be treated. You moved me with your effort and sincerity. (I'm sorry if I'm making you lose face for a while) I love you how you took the effort to find me in school magazine just after seeing me in kfc for a few times. After knowing my name, you googled it and searched page by page till you found my blog. Lucky you, I haven't private it at that time. Hee. It took you a few days before you added me in msn, and another few days before you started a chat with me. Your effort showed me how sincere you were in finding me out. :) And you didn't go the easy way: "Eh girl, I want your number ah." Big LOL. I love your courage when you put away your fear of relationship. I was touched when you said something like this: "At first when I chatted with you, I thought that I should stop all these because of my previous relationships. But when I found out that we have many things in common, I'm falling for you even more." :) I love you dear. Yes, we have many things in common. Be it likes, dislikes, habits, anything. Yes, we seemed to have a lot of fate too. :) I remember, 270509, I was on the way home from training, with Liliana. That day, I told her that I had a crush on you and that very night, you confessed to me. Coincidence much? Maybe. Hee. You don't know how excited I was. You were so nervous till you "fainted". I find it amusing now how I easily said, "Actually I like you too." Oh good times! Haha. So many cute memories of us last time. You had a near-death experience, you kept on relating me to Muthu (Yes, the security guard), you bought me a whole bag of presents for my birthday, and you even spy on me from your art room! I even caught you grinning away! Hee. We merely knew each other for a month yet we had our date and time all planned. You asked me to choose a number from 1-10. I chose 18 heheee, but you said too long. I chose 8, you still didn't want. Tak tau sabar, hehehe. So we wanted to go by the "gang group 369". Big LOL heeee. But I wasn't free on 030609. So somehow it was postponed to 050609. I like the number 18 while you like 25. Combine them and you get 1825. We met around 1820 yet it took you 15 minutes to ask a question. How cute of you. :) I remember how you asked me to place my hand on the table and I placed it so awkwardly. Yet, you didn't have the courage to hold it. Hehe. I was officially yours at 1835, not 1825. :) We shared cheezels and took pictures together. Awwww. I love how you asked me to be your girlfriend. :) I guess many people ask it through messages or msn. I find it sweet of you to ask me face to face. :) And again, this shows me that you're very sincere. :) I love you. After I got home, I couldn't believe that I'm really attached. I kept asking myself, "Is this for real?" I was so happy dear, really. :) But a week after we got together, I had to go for my badminton overseas training. It was really hard to leave you just after a few days being yours. I still remember how shy I was in the bus when I told Shahirah, "Eh. Aku rindu dia." Hee. However after I was back, we started "fast forwards" in our relationship. I remember where we first held hands, where we first hugged, where you first kissed me and where I first kissed you. :) You are so sweet to me dear. Nearly every monthsaries were planned by you because I'm a lousy planner and I refuse to plan. I'm sorry dear Riduan. But I swear, every time I go out with you, I have so much fun. Even if it's not our monthsary. I really do. :) Throughout our relationship, you've changed me into a better person. Yes I'm not friendly to the boys as much as I do last time, because I understand, I'm someone's girlfriend already. :) It wouldn't be nice if people see me and say, "Dah ade matair pun nak menggatal." Hah I'm not a bitchhhhhh. Hehehehe! I behave more maturedly (I believe so) and I don't lose temper easily (outside). And I still don't vulgar. (Maybe a little secretly, hehe) Being with you really makes me feel happy. Yes, I felt that I've lost my friends when I'm with you. Furthermore we got separated in the terms of class. You always advise me to spend time with them. And yes I finally did during sports fest. And I'm glad I didn't lose my friends afterall. :) Or rather our friendship got better. :) See, you're my good guy! I know my temper and attitude at home is horrible. I'm sorry dear. I'll really improve on that. But I don't regret getting to know you, being friends with you, then start this relationship with you. I swear I don't and I know I won't. :) Even when we had hard times, we didn't argue at all. And I'm still proud of it. I'll be more proud if I can say that none of us mentioned that word, but you did when you were desperate. I understand you dear, and I will support you till whenever I can. I promise. :) Like what I said in the message I sent you on 050610. I don't expect much, I just want you to love me whole-heartedly. I need your trust and honesty. All these are enough dear. :) I really don't expect much. I think this is more than "Why I love Riduan" post. But who cares! I love him very much. My pasal lah want to brag about him. Nyaha! I like leh. You like? I don't care.
Okay it's time to sleep. I've been sleeping like at 3am for the past few times. I wanna sleep now. Riduan, stop tersengeh-sengeh okay. Later your mum see. Love you! :) I love my friends too! Byebye.
It's a very long post, not paragraphed.
Readers (as if there's any), you don't have to read.
This post is shiok sendiri and maybe shiok Riduan.
Riduan, I love you very much because you're my first boyfriend who treated me how a girlfriend should be treated. You moved me with your effort and sincerity. (I'm sorry if I'm making you lose face for a while) I love you how you took the effort to find me in school magazine just after seeing me in kfc for a few times. After knowing my name, you googled it and searched page by page till you found my blog. Lucky you, I haven't private it at that time. Hee. It took you a few days before you added me in msn, and another few days before you started a chat with me. Your effort showed me how sincere you were in finding me out. :) And you didn't go the easy way: "Eh girl, I want your number ah." Big LOL. I love your courage when you put away your fear of relationship. I was touched when you said something like this: "At first when I chatted with you, I thought that I should stop all these because of my previous relationships. But when I found out that we have many things in common, I'm falling for you even more." :) I love you dear. Yes, we have many things in common. Be it likes, dislikes, habits, anything. Yes, we seemed to have a lot of fate too. :) I remember, 270509, I was on the way home from training, with Liliana. That day, I told her that I had a crush on you and that very night, you confessed to me. Coincidence much? Maybe. Hee. You don't know how excited I was. You were so nervous till you "fainted". I find it amusing now how I easily said, "Actually I like you too." Oh good times! Haha. So many cute memories of us last time. You had a near-death experience, you kept on relating me to Muthu (Yes, the security guard), you bought me a whole bag of presents for my birthday, and you even spy on me from your art room! I even caught you grinning away! Hee. We merely knew each other for a month yet we had our date and time all planned. You asked me to choose a number from 1-10. I chose 18 heheee, but you said too long. I chose 8, you still didn't want. Tak tau sabar, hehehe. So we wanted to go by the "gang group 369". Big LOL heeee. But I wasn't free on 030609. So somehow it was postponed to 050609. I like the number 18 while you like 25. Combine them and you get 1825. We met around 1820 yet it took you 15 minutes to ask a question. How cute of you. :) I remember how you asked me to place my hand on the table and I placed it so awkwardly. Yet, you didn't have the courage to hold it. Hehe. I was officially yours at 1835, not 1825. :) We shared cheezels and took pictures together. Awwww. I love how you asked me to be your girlfriend. :) I guess many people ask it through messages or msn. I find it sweet of you to ask me face to face. :) And again, this shows me that you're very sincere. :) I love you. After I got home, I couldn't believe that I'm really attached. I kept asking myself, "Is this for real?" I was so happy dear, really. :) But a week after we got together, I had to go for my badminton overseas training. It was really hard to leave you just after a few days being yours. I still remember how shy I was in the bus when I told Shahirah, "Eh. Aku rindu dia." Hee. However after I was back, we started "fast forwards" in our relationship. I remember where we first held hands, where we first hugged, where you first kissed me and where I first kissed you. :) You are so sweet to me dear. Nearly every monthsaries were planned by you because I'm a lousy planner and I refuse to plan. I'm sorry dear Riduan. But I swear, every time I go out with you, I have so much fun. Even if it's not our monthsary. I really do. :) Throughout our relationship, you've changed me into a better person. Yes I'm not friendly to the boys as much as I do last time, because I understand, I'm someone's girlfriend already. :) It wouldn't be nice if people see me and say, "Dah ade matair pun nak menggatal." Hah I'm not a bitchhhhhh. Hehehehe! I behave more maturedly (I believe so) and I don't lose temper easily (outside). And I still don't vulgar. (Maybe a little secretly, hehe) Being with you really makes me feel happy. Yes, I felt that I've lost my friends when I'm with you. Furthermore we got separated in the terms of class. You always advise me to spend time with them. And yes I finally did during sports fest. And I'm glad I didn't lose my friends afterall. :) Or rather our friendship got better. :) See, you're my good guy! I know my temper and attitude at home is horrible. I'm sorry dear. I'll really improve on that. But I don't regret getting to know you, being friends with you, then start this relationship with you. I swear I don't and I know I won't. :) Even when we had hard times, we didn't argue at all. And I'm still proud of it. I'll be more proud if I can say that none of us mentioned that word, but you did when you were desperate. I understand you dear, and I will support you till whenever I can. I promise. :) Like what I said in the message I sent you on 050610. I don't expect much, I just want you to love me whole-heartedly. I need your trust and honesty. All these are enough dear. :) I really don't expect much. I think this is more than "Why I love Riduan" post. But who cares! I love him very much. My pasal lah want to brag about him. Nyaha! I like leh. You like? I don't care.
Okay it's time to sleep. I've been sleeping like at 3am for the past few times. I wanna sleep now. Riduan, stop tersengeh-sengeh okay. Later your mum see. Love you! :) I love my friends too! Byebye.
Monday, June 7, 2010 /
The time now is 1.14am. This post isn't meant for heartless/aww-less people. Dear Riduan, sorry it's late 2 days.
And I still do, my dear Pinky Gay Bacen. :) Happy belated one year anniversary dear! And I'll be looking forward to our second, third, forth, fifth and so on, till our marriage. Insya Allah. I still remember how you asked me to "bee" your "mum", how you asked me to put my hand on the table and how shy we were when taking our first photo together. :) We kept our relationship as a secret at first, you didn't want people to know. But I forgot how, soon everyone knew. :)
For the first few days of me being your girlfriend, you did ask me out. Honestly, seriously being honest and frank, yes I rejected because I was sick, but mum didn't not allow me. She had never asked me to stay home even if I'm sick. I was really shy to meet you, nervous like hell. I wasn't ready. Weird, but true. Sorry for lying, dear Riduan. However sooner or later, I find it impossible for us not to meet, even for a day. :) I'll miss you, right after you walk away.
When I'm mad or upset, you never fail to cheer me up. I mean it. With your cute expressions and reactions, I'll never stop smiling. I love you so much. When I fight with my siblings and complain to you every single thing that they've done, when I tell you that I hate them, I will talk to you in such a rude manner because of my mood. I'm sorry baby. But you never fail to calm me down. You never fail to make me realise that they're young and active and that I should just ignore them. I will. :) I will try to control my temper. I will change. I will try. :)
Everytime we go out, I would have so much fun with you even if we're just slacking around Sembawang. I love your smile, your laugh, your facial expressions, your jokes, your everything. :) It just makes my day, really. Every single thing you do for me, I find it sweet. Holding hands, letting me sleep on your shoulder despite my heavy head, pinching/hitting me jokingly, pulling my cheeks. I know I'm not like other girlfriends. I pinch/hit/punch/kick you, but I love you more than other girlfriends love their boyfriend. :)
I'm sorry if I've said any harsh things to you. I'm sorry if I've pinched/hit/punched/kicked you too hard till it hurts vvv much. I'm sorry if your shoulders hurts after letting me sleep on it. I'm sorry if I insisted you to hug me longer before I let you go. I'm sorry for giving you attitude whenever I'm not in the mood. I'm sorry for letting you treat me nearly allllllll the time. I'm sorry if I'm not a good girlfriend. And lastly, I'm sorry I can't fulfill you and your family's wish right now. :) I promise I will when I'm ready. I love you. :) Once again, happy belated one year anniversary love! :)
There's so much more I want to write, but I'm really tired now. So I'll stop now okay dear? Hee. Now I'll tell you how I spent 050610 with him. :)
- Blogger won't upload my photos anymore, so I'll edit this later. On one condition: Riduan updates his blog. Okay byebye now. Night. :)
ILMRBJ.
And I still do, my dear Pinky Gay Bacen. :) Happy belated one year anniversary dear! And I'll be looking forward to our second, third, forth, fifth and so on, till our marriage. Insya Allah. I still remember how you asked me to "bee" your "mum", how you asked me to put my hand on the table and how shy we were when taking our first photo together. :) We kept our relationship as a secret at first, you didn't want people to know. But I forgot how, soon everyone knew. :)For the first few days of me being your girlfriend, you did ask me out. Honestly, seriously being honest and frank, yes I rejected because I was sick, but mum didn't not allow me. She had never asked me to stay home even if I'm sick. I was really shy to meet you, nervous like hell. I wasn't ready. Weird, but true. Sorry for lying, dear Riduan. However sooner or later, I find it impossible for us not to meet, even for a day. :) I'll miss you, right after you walk away.
When I'm mad or upset, you never fail to cheer me up. I mean it. With your cute expressions and reactions, I'll never stop smiling. I love you so much. When I fight with my siblings and complain to you every single thing that they've done, when I tell you that I hate them, I will talk to you in such a rude manner because of my mood. I'm sorry baby. But you never fail to calm me down. You never fail to make me realise that they're young and active and that I should just ignore them. I will. :) I will try to control my temper. I will change. I will try. :)
Everytime we go out, I would have so much fun with you even if we're just slacking around Sembawang. I love your smile, your laugh, your facial expressions, your jokes, your everything. :) It just makes my day, really. Every single thing you do for me, I find it sweet. Holding hands, letting me sleep on your shoulder despite my heavy head, pinching/hitting me jokingly, pulling my cheeks. I know I'm not like other girlfriends. I pinch/hit/punch/kick you, but I love you more than other girlfriends love their boyfriend. :)I'm sorry if I've said any harsh things to you. I'm sorry if I've pinched/hit/punched/kicked you too hard till it hurts vvv much. I'm sorry if your shoulders hurts after letting me sleep on it. I'm sorry if I insisted you to hug me longer before I let you go. I'm sorry for giving you attitude whenever I'm not in the mood. I'm sorry for letting you treat me nearly allllllll the time. I'm sorry if I'm not a good girlfriend. And lastly, I'm sorry I can't fulfill you and your family's wish right now. :) I promise I will when I'm ready. I love you. :) Once again, happy belated one year anniversary love! :)
There's so much more I want to write, but I'm really tired now. So I'll stop now okay dear? Hee. Now I'll tell you how I spent 050610 with him. :)
- Blogger won't upload my photos anymore, so I'll edit this later. On one condition: Riduan updates his blog. Okay byebye now. Night. :)
ILMRBJ.
