And I still do, my dear Pinky Gay Bacen. :) Happy belated one year anniversary dear! And I'll be looking forward to our second, third, forth, fifth and so on, till our marriage. Insya Allah. I still remember how you asked me to "bee" your "mum", how you asked me to put my hand on the table and how shy we were when taking our first photo together. :) We kept our relationship as a secret at first, you didn't want people to know. But I forgot how, soon everyone knew. :)For the first few days of me being your girlfriend, you did ask me out. Honestly, seriously being honest and frank, yes I rejected because I was sick, but mum didn't not allow me. She had never asked me to stay home even if I'm sick. I was really shy to meet you, nervous like hell. I wasn't ready. Weird, but true. Sorry for lying, dear Riduan. However sooner or later, I find it impossible for us not to meet, even for a day. :) I'll miss you, right after you walk away.
When I'm mad or upset, you never fail to cheer me up. I mean it. With your cute expressions and reactions, I'll never stop smiling. I love you so much. When I fight with my siblings and complain to you every single thing that they've done, when I tell you that I hate them, I will talk to you in such a rude manner because of my mood. I'm sorry baby. But you never fail to calm me down. You never fail to make me realise that they're young and active and that I should just ignore them. I will. :) I will try to control my temper. I will change. I will try. :)
Everytime we go out, I would have so much fun with you even if we're just slacking around Sembawang. I love your smile, your laugh, your facial expressions, your jokes, your everything. :) It just makes my day, really. Every single thing you do for me, I find it sweet. Holding hands, letting me sleep on your shoulder despite my heavy head, pinching/hitting me jokingly, pulling my cheeks. I know I'm not like other girlfriends. I pinch/hit/punch/kick you, but I love you more than other girlfriends love their boyfriend. :)I'm sorry if I've said any harsh things to you. I'm sorry if I've pinched/hit/punched/kicked you too hard till it hurts vvv much. I'm sorry if your shoulders hurts after letting me sleep on it. I'm sorry if I insisted you to hug me longer before I let you go. I'm sorry for giving you attitude whenever I'm not in the mood. I'm sorry for letting you treat me nearly allllllll the time. I'm sorry if I'm not a good girlfriend. And lastly, I'm sorry I can't fulfill you and your family's wish right now. :) I promise I will when I'm ready. I love you. :) Once again, happy belated one year anniversary love! :)
There's so much more I want to write, but I'm really tired now. So I'll stop now okay dear? Hee. Now I'll tell you how I spent 050610 with him. :)
- Blogger won't upload my photos anymore, so I'll edit this later. On one condition: Riduan updates his blog. Okay byebye now. Night. :)
ILMRBJ.
